tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65507674090512135462011-04-21T15:13:17.854-07:00iammxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13613062200178616163noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6550767409051213546.post-26126791451312070742011-02-12T06:23:00.000-08:002011-02-12T06:57:26.587-08:00why am i not feeling happy or excited? not even a single bit. =(<div>no plans, everything so last min. still wanna meet your friend! really nothing to look forward to. why? </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6550767409051213546-2612679145131207074?l=ticktocktiptop.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iammxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13613062200178616163noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6550767409051213546.post-82551352720338197232011-02-03T01:49:00.000-08:002011-02-03T02:20:35.934-08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" >first day of chinese new year. nothing much, as usual stayed home to eat and eat. nana last night was awesome. i love the girls! </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >we officially broken up. after so much drama and dragging it still happened. you were too selfish and u neglected my feeling. getting back and u will treat me well, love me and all was bullshit! a mistake! i was coping pretty well but my heart took u back. we didnt work out. well, i guess we wasn't right for each other though i really learnt alot from this relationship. now im left broken, gotta get back to feeling okay and being strong. or even stronger! dear heart, u will be fine in no time. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >another year is over and all i can recalled doing was working and playing. played too hard, too much. time to settle down, i gotta keep focus on my studies! packing up my feelings and awaiting for school reopen. love/relationship, please do not bug me anymore. Although i really wanna settle down and get into a stable and serious relationship, i know i wouldn't wanna get hurt again. the unbearable pain, the kinda pain where u feel your heart scattered into a million pieces, the sorrow that no amount of alcohol can drown, the thousand and one flashbacks repeating in your mind.......omg, freed me from such sufferings.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >i am moving on. =]</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >happy new year! </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6550767409051213546-8255135272033819723?l=ticktocktiptop.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iammxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13613062200178616163noreply@blogger.com0